The audio reminder that plagues me of regret and comfortable life I had once upon a time .. The story is filled stupidity and has faded tremendously . But what’s left really gets at me …
The sound of the piano keys and the violin. Makes me remember the family I once lived in , the five of us living a life of richness and fine dinning experiences , pretty much eating my way through every thing.
the song play as my tummy feels weird remembering all the things that we did.as the song plays my subconscious takes over . The feeling of cold taking over .
The smell coming from our kitchen feast , sitting in the lounge with just you me and the kids. Watching went worth and feeling the grace of living a life this way .
But when I think back the thing I most miss is the feeling of comfort and of course a kiss .
She was a girl looking to find the love , the love of a life time.
Silly girl fell for me , I tryed hard to set her free.. But insead I let the man go that would have loved me forever so …. I lost out and lost both .
I thought I was done with him, but seems more like I was playing a game.. But I didn’t realize I was the win playing the fool.
My tummy hurts in thinking of these cold memories.time to find a new love and this time appreciate all that he does and don’t use him like a tool.
she will find true happiness if she just waits ..
For Toya and Andrew