You are living
you are breathing, I know it is hard at times.
Inhale inhale . You are breathing,; just…. Almost like drowning, as I struggle for my breath; it is trapped in my chest .
i can’t breathe , I am now physically effected.
weaknened knees and scattered thoughts, hot flash runs straight through me.
i struggle for breath… Harder and harder as I try and gain control.
i think this time it is real!
i am not breathing , I am drowning
my tummy aches and is in knots, I think this is it , this time , time will stop !
nope I am still alive, I can breathe.
This piece is dedicated to my grand mother she suffered from a hernia that presses on her heart and lung at aged 79 they won’t opperate as it is dangerous but , strongest woman I know xox love you nan ( betty)