You are living

you are breathing, I know it is hard at times.

Inhale inhale . You are breathing,; just…. Almost like drowning, as I struggle for my breath; it is trapped in my chest .

i can’t breathe , I am now physically effected.

weaknened knees and scattered thoughts, hot flash runs straight through me.

i struggle for breath… Harder and harder as I try and gain control.

i think this time it is real!

i am not breathing , I am drowning

my tummy aches and is in knots, I think this is it , this time , time will stop !

nope I am still alive, I can breathe.


This piece is dedicated to my grand mother she suffered from a hernia that presses on her heart and lung at aged 79 they won’t opperate as it is dangerous but , strongest woman I know xox love you nan ( betty)




Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )


Connecting to %s